9 dicembre 2012 / December 9 2012
#foreword, #preamble(*), #bask, #repression, #acknowledgement, #resources, #Life_Support:, #italian_references, #collegamenti-presente-passato (*)
(* ) Un'importante segnalazione italiana ha permesso di integrare questo file con una eloquente citazione metodologica, indicativa di quanto sia basilare riconoscere i COLLEGAMENTIPRESENTE E PASSATO, mentre la presentazione - in inglese - della Conferenza di J. Rieseman si costituisce come introduzione al resto del testo. / An Italian advice points out how does basic to rcognize bonds among PRESENT AND PAST, while the introduction of the J.Rieseman Conference explains and validates the whole subject.
This site and the - next - book do NOT be a fount of notices but an ENCYCLOPEDIC gather of different subjects: one another to be read time by time, or better to be CONSULTED even for learning. And so this Web site will always be maintained under speedy and diligently revised construction:
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Questo sito e i libri che ne derivano NON sono di INFORMAZIONE, ma si costituiscono come una specie di ENCICLOPEDIE TEMATICHE, in cui vengono presentati e discussi vari argomenti da leggersi e soprattutto da CONSULTARE di volta in volta.
On the matter of fact people had to lament hindrances on looking through this site, and asked to be better orientated. To favour this need the site's map changed: as first sight one can begin from a simplified page opening wide the whole indexed files, both the Italian and the English and plurilingual ones, eventually before looking at the file prefacing the English pages, future first chapter of the English book. Any way the site is continually up-graded: to be carefully informed also on the past more significant ones it is suitable to go to the dedicated file Novelties on the site.A seguito di difficoltà lamentate e relative richieste, l'architettura stessa del sito è stata modificata in funzione di un più agevole orientamento: sdoppiato, il file di prefazione e illustrazione degli indici prende ora un nuovo nome - Prefazione,introduzione e indici illustrati - che riinvia a un differente URL mentre diventa iniziale e fondamentale un file semplificato dove a prima vista compaioni i links indirizzanti sui capitoli interni.
Dopo la pubblicazione del libro aggiornamenti sono già iniziati e molti altri ne verrano fatti segnalati di volta in volta nel file Aggiornamenti e novità / Novelties on the site: anche se si consiglia di considerare ancora con attenzione le più importanti passate modifiche.
To read a book - a real book on paper, sewn and bound - is easier than reading long files on-line: in a little while the English pages of this site - as has already been done for the Italian ones - will be PUBLISHED, PRINTED and SOLD in book-stores - as a NORMAL BOOK as is already the Italian book from this site Bambini di ieri = adulti di oggi. Adulti di oggi -> adulti di domani
To make this possible for English readers, all English pages will next become a second book: From children of YESTERDAY to adults of TOMORROW then the English pages of this site does be now PUBLISHED, PRINTED and SOLD as a NORMAL BOOK
in the BookSurge system and available for purchase on www.BookSurge.com, www.Amazon.com, www.Abebooks.com, and also on Kindle. Any way especially for European readers the Cortina libri does also better presented. Any way this page is already printed on another book It' Abuse NOT Science fiction as chapter 21
PDF files also of complete books: sorry only in Italian
Consapevolezza e memoriaPresentazione professionale
ESPERIMENTI SU BAMBINE_I.PDF
Quando la cartella clinica è terapeutica... Dare ai ricordi una specie di seconda vita?
Medicina: scienza applicata e multidisciplinare: Emozioni, istinti, ricordi, contraddizioni
STUPRI DI GUERRA: I figli dell'odio
On the whole site links and quotations are continually refreshed
#preamble, #repression, #Healing_with_Animals, #acknowledgement, #Life_Support, #italian_references, #Links_e_note, #repression, #survivable
(*) Nel frattempo un'importante segnalazione italiana ha permesso di integrare questo file con una eloquente citazione metodologica, indicativa di quanto sia basilare riconoscere i COLLEGAMENTI TRA PRESENTE E PASSATO.
In case you hadn't heard, Survivorship is giving a series of Webinars on various aspects of ritual abuse and healing. Webinars are seminars on the Web -- basically, conference calls plus slides. All you need is a phone and a computer. They are like presentations at a conference, except there is no travel involved! Complete information on our Webinars is at
T is still room in the August 15 Webinar.
I (Jeannie Riseman) will be talking on Sensory and Emotional Flashbacks. I'm a retired clinical social worker and a ritual abuse survivor who was used in early government/academic mind control experimentation. I used to edit Survivorship’s Journal and Notes and I currently maintain the website and moderate the message board. My own website is http://www.ra-info.org.
In "Sensory and Emotional Flashbacks", I'll cover the following topics:
I have found that it helped me immensely to have an intellectual understanding of what was happening as memories surfaced. Although I had read a lot, psychological and medical terms flew out the window in the middle of a flashback. Simple ideas were easier to remember and helped to keep me grounded. I'm hoping that sharing the framework I developed will make your experiences a little less confusing.
Before I read up on flashbacks, I thought they were like living the trauma all over again, in every single detail. Sights, sounds, smells, temperature, and touch all would combine to recreate the original experience in a special kind of hallucination.
Well, mine aren't like the least bit like that. I get little snippets of odd things: a smell of gasoline or perfume when I am swimming; mistaking a car's backfiring for a gunshot; bizarre intrusive thoughts.
I never thought much about these things until I learned about dissociation and flashbacks. They were just examples of the stuff that made me peculiar.
Now I understand that, during the trauma, I perceived the event in a dissociated state. I stored the memory in unconnected fragments, and when it surfaces, it comes back in fragments. So each little weird snippet is the memory of a small part of something I experienced years ago.
When I learned about Bennet Braun's BASK model of flashbacks, things started to make more sense. Braun made B stand for behavior, A for affect (emotion), S for sensations, and K for knowledge. Each of these modalities can come back separately. Let's go through them one by one.
Behavior, I think, is the hardest to understand as a flashback. We tend to repeat our traumas. If our Dad was distant, we fall for distant guys. If our Mom was alcoholic, we are attracted to alcoholic girls. But this feels like true love, not a flashback. And yet it is, really, because we are saying, in actions, something about our past. It feels familiar. It's a repetition of the past and is inappropriate in the present.
Here are some of my behaviors that I have come to see as flashbacks. I spend a lot of energy trying to please men and I am afraid of making them angry. I put myself down before others can put me down. I am perfectionistic, fearing that awful things will happen if I make a mistake.
The list goes on and on.
Emotional flashbacks (Braun's A for affect) are also confusing. Strong feelings sweep over me and I find myself crying, enraged, or full of fear.
My mind searches for a reason for these feelings. Since the reason, the original abuse, is still unconscious, I grab on to something in the present to explain my feelings. It's taken a lot of practice to recognize that I am having a flashback, and that I am not really afraid of this particular mailbox on the corner or this cute little harmless spider.
Sensation flashbacks are much easier for me to recognize. That piece of trash on the road is not a dead body. Loud noises are not gunshots.
Feeling cold in ninety-degree weather is a body memory. And so on.
Knowledge flashbacks feel really strange. I calmly say things I didn't know I knew, like the comparative cost of different animals my cult sacrificed. I describe code words that were used to trigger me more than fifty years ago. I just know these things. At the same time they seem improbable and surreal, like bad science fiction. I always have the reaction, "Where did that come from???"
Every now and then fragments come together and I know which event is paired with which sights or sounds or feelings. This seems like a photograph in my mind, or a short movie. Very occasionally I think the event is happening now and I have to work hard to separate the past from the present. These more complete flashbacks occurred more often shortly after I figured out I was ritually abused.
I know everybody is different. I realize that your flashbacks may not like mine at all. I know that some people may find it very helpful to intellectually understand what is going on, while others feel it's sort of beside the point. But I also know that many people have benefited, as I did, from using the BASK model to organize their thoughts about flashbacks. It can bring a little order into the chaos and can provide a degree of distance from the flashback experience. It can help you keep one foot in the present, so to speak, and that is very, very helpful.
Science 1/9/2004, Vol. 303 pp.232-5
Just as Freud said,
to suppress unwanted thoughts and memories until they are no longer
to remember them. Using functional magnetic resonance imaging (fMRI),
at Stanford and the University of Oregon have identified the parts of
brain involved in memory suppression. It is yet not known, however,
suppression can produce complete and permanent amnesia for an unwanted
Although animals are abused in many ritual settings, they can be a profound source of healing. Daniel Hart thinks that writing focussing on survivors' experiences in healing with domestic or wild animals would be positive and inspiring.You can e-mail submissions to him at firstname.lastname@example.org.
He has volunteered to start a regular column in the Quarterly on this topic. Prose, poetry, and artwork submissions are all welcome.
If you don't have e-mail, snail mail them to:
Attention: Daniel, Survivorship, PMB 139, 3181 Mission St, San Francisco CA 94110.
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Within this site you will find information on ritual abuse (also called ritualistic abuse or ritual-abuse-torture). The difficult dates page lists holidays that are hard for survivors of satanic ritual abuse (SRA), polytheistic cult abuse, and abuse by nazi groups. The articles give background and deal with the effects of ritual abuse, child pornography, and child prostitution, and government/military mind control (MC). Many of the articles describe living with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) and Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID, formerly called MPD.) There are many links to other pages on ritual abuse and to healing resources
Ritual Abuse Newsletter
S.M.A.R.T. P O Box 1295 Easthampton, MA 01027 USA e-mail: email@example.com
Ritual Abuse Conferences
Copyright © 2008 by S.M.A.R.T. All rights reserved
purpose of S.M.A.R.T. is to help stop
ritual abuse and to help those who have been ritually abused. We work
toward this goal by disseminating information on the possible
connections between secretive organizations, ritual abuse, and mind
control, by encouraging healing from the extensive damage done by
ritual abuse and mind control, and by encouraging survivors to network.
Healing in the Jewish Community by Rachel Lev has a
authors, exploring different contexts of abuse. This book also has
Important parts of the story may be missing, and survivors may have difficulty putting the pieces together to form a complete narrative with an accurate time sequence...although traumatic childhood memories are deeply engraved, they are not stored or retrieved in the same way as ordinary memories.(Originally from Backtalk Mother Jones, March/April 1993) Northeastern University Press, Boston, Mass. Web Sites: http://www.nupress.northwestern.edu and .
Many survivors have a period of amnesia during which they have no recollection of having been abused. In a careful follow-up study of two hundred women with documented childhood histories of sexual abuse, one in three did not remember the abuse twenty years later.
Advocacy for Victims of Ritual Abuse. Kinds of Torture Endured in Ritual Abuse and Trauma-Based Mind Control: Brief Synopsis of the Literature on the Existence of Ritualistic Abuse: Overview of the Differences Between Satanism and Witchcraft: Mind Control; Simple to Complex: Work with "Abuser Personalities:" Accuracy of Recovered Memories: Safety Tips for Ritual Abuse Survivors: Deep Inner Decisions that Allow Survivors to Heal: Advocating for Ritualistically Abused Children: Child Indicators of Ritual Trauma in Play and Art: Adult and Adolescent Indicators of Ritual Trauma: Spiritual and Psychological Resolution of the Pain and Torment of Having Abused or Killed: Treating Dissociative, Abused, and Ritually Abused, Children: Relationships Between Mind Control and Ritual Abuse and more
The child prostitution and pornography survivor writing collective has: poetry, prose, testimony, analysis, education, and action "we get the message from the world around us that no one really expects us to still be alive - and certainly not to be creative, expressive human beings. in some ways, this message makes sense. what we have experienced as victims of child pornography and prostitution is so deeply destructive, so annihilating. we have experienced feeling shattered, dead, unable to continue existing. We struggle with the feeling that it is impossible for such extremes of pain, torture and violation to be - in any sense.
To have some momentous examples of harmful deeds: TOTEM AND TABOO REVISITED: awful and fertile rise of new superstitions
Take a look at the amusing pamphlet mocking with bitter quotes: Etiology & treatment of childhood.
A real warning: there are indeed scientists who not only declare such harsh convictions, but who try to transpose them towards - harsher - aims (see Delgado & Skinner)
If possible read also the Italian file matching the above quoted Totem and Taboo:
IMBROGLIO E' IL CONTRARIO DI SVILUPPO. Da: 'La violenza contro il bambino' a 'Tempo di mutamenti' e 'La meglio gioventù' (= From the "Violence against childhood" towards "Time of mutability" and "Best young people", and the translation of an Italian pun: [= To "embroil / mislead" notes the contrary of to "develop": “Developed”? the contrary of “involved”! [Imbroglio, i.e. involvment is the contrary of development, but imbroglio can also mean FRAUD]
These files/chapters from another Web site - and book - are partly in English:
and to files/chapters of this site to have some momentous examples of harmful deedsThese files/chapters from this Web site - and book - which are partly in English:
Links Europei contro la Pedofilia, il Settarismo e gli Abusi Strutturati e/o Rituali.
TOTEM AND TABOO REVISITED: awful and fertile rise of new SUPERSTITIONS
and also take a look at the amusing pamphlet mocking with bitter quotes:A real warning: there are indeed scientists who not only declare such harsh convictions, but who try to transpose them towards - harsher - aims (see Delgado e Skinner )
If possible read also the Italian file matching the above quoted Totem and Taboo: IMBROGLIO E' IL CONTRARIO DI SVILUPPO. Da: 'La violenza contro il bambino' a 'Tempo di mutamenti' e 'La meglio gioventù'(= From the "Violence against childhood" towards "Time of mutability" and "Best young people", and the translation of an Italian pun: [= To "embroil / mislead" notes the contrary of to "develop": “Developed”? the contrary of “involved”! [Imbroglio, i.e. involvment is the contrary of development, but imbroglio can also mean FRAUD])
MALATTIE RARE IN OFFERTA SPECIALE
war crimes and "sons of hate": STUPRI DI GUERRA: I figli dell'odio
And here below a persuasive - Italian - quotation
Essential is to recognize the CONNECTIONS linking present to past!
Ritual Abuse: International Clinical Perspectives
Friday, October 19, 2012, 9am to 4pm, Los Angeles California